Personal: Finding yourself

Constantly feeling lost and finding myself again has inspired me to write this blog-post. 

With everything going on in the world right now and in my personal life, I have been questioning who I am, what I want, and where I am headed. Asking myself these questions was not the problem but for the first time in my life, I find it difficult to answer them.

I’ve always been the girl who knows what she wants and does not shy away from dreaming big. 

I have always found joy in keeping myself busy and productive. Feeling sad? I just sit down and channel that into writing a blogpost. Feeling lonely? I just ring my close people for some chatty-patty moment. Instead of actually dealing with my feelings, I rather focus on creating blog post or occupying my time by staying on the phone. However, recently, I feel like I reached my low point and could not transform my negativity into positivity. At that moment, I just felt lonely and confused. I could not stop crying and for once, I felt like giving everything up. however, one thing that kept hunting me was the reason why I started.

I am currently figuring things out for myself and will update you when I have my mind clear. Which i hope is going to be very, very soon! 

Now, My question is how do you deal with feeling lost?

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