Life has a way of showing itself! One minute you have it all figured out and the next everything is falling apart, and you keep asking yourself am I just unlucky or am I your last-born God? Lmao. Yes, I believe in God’s timing but sometimes it just feels like is there even a timing at all? Have you ever felt like you are just living and nothing special is happening in your life? You are enjoying life, but you are also not enjoying life? You’re basically just winging it and going with life? And you don’t even know if there’s God’s timing because it feels like you’re trying your best but there’s no difference? 

 I decided to take time off social media and only upload when I feel like sharing my day with my friends and followers. I decided to take a time off social media or from uploading my personal life because It’s not going how I planned for it too. although, I am not one who gets soaked into social media and into people’s personal life to the point where I wish I was doing as good as them. However lately, I found myself comparing other people’s social media life to my own reality and at that moment, I knew I needed a break from the internet. I knew that wasn’t me and I was not willing to let myself get pressured like that. I started doing self-evaluation and spending my time on things I enjoy doing. I started reading more good books and listening to soulful music. I’m not going to come on here and sugar coat things, life has been hard. Life has felt uncertain. But one thing is for sure, i will keep going I will keep achieving and I will keep surviving. 

If you ever find yourself in a situation where you are comparing your life to other people online controlled content, please know it’s time to take a step back and do some self-evaluation as to why you are doing that? Take a time of social media and do some self-care and shower yourself with all the love you deserve. Remember, no one is showing their struggles and you only see what they want you to see. 

Whoever is reading this post and you think you can relate; I hope you understand that you are trying your best and life isn’t all roses and flowers. Some days will be smooth, and some days will be rocky but understand that how you handle both days is what matters. For me, on my good days, I thank God and enjoy it and on my bad days, I try to remain positive and remind myself that this too shall pass!

Kenny’s Takeaway Quote

You will face many defeats in life, but never let yourself be defeated.

Maya Angelou